Romaji Lyrics

Bath Room

nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoi shireteta
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchizu sameba tawashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka
atama wo kashigete nemutteru

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo dasazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitorete ita

nemutte shimaitai mezame dake wo osorete
anata wo wasuretai migatte na tawagoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yaseta kata wo tsukami sakenda ka hososugita nukumori ni

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta

tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishi sou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda

namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
sou boku ni totte saigo no yasashiki "mama"

shiroi kabe ni sotto makkana e no gu de anata wo fuchi dotta
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte mise you
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de

English Translation

Bath Room

Why can't I sleep? Cause I don't feel sleepy....I'm intoxicated by the silence.
If I hum to myself, awake in my damp room, it just makes me feel empty.
Why can't I sleep? Since I saw you, I sleep by myself on my side. You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, I'm just emotionless.
Forgetting to even blink, I stared at you, speechless.

I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking up.
I want to forget you.
What selfish nonsense.
I call your name and the silence drives me mad.
I screamed at the lack of warmth as I grabbed your thin shoulder.

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, my heart dreams.
I held back as I bit my lip; I knew there was no meaning to the tears.
As I stand there there's a voice behind me.
Whatever excuses you spit out, I don't care.
But because you were there before my eyes looking lonely, I couldn't do a single thing.
I hated myself so much I could die.

You're the one who gave me my name. Won't you please stay by my side like this?
You're my one and only, my "mother".

With bright red paint, I traced your outline on the white wall.
Pressing my still warm cheek to yours, I laugh softly.
My large tear drops seemed to cover you and I felt like we became one.
When I close my eyes and the warmth disappears, I'll be by your side.